Archive for April, 2009

Worn patterns

Monday, April 20th, 2009

“and there is a swarm of objects that call without being answered,
and a ceaseless movement, and a bewildered man.”
.                                                                               (Pablo Neruda)
Watching a hand trail the worn pattern of
embroidered leaves on a threadbare sheet:
A hand, softly trembling – its surface,
cold and cratered like a careless moon,
barely containing the veins that slowly
speed towards death;
a hand, [...]

As it slowly awakens

Sunday, April 19th, 2009

“Give me in its parcel of hours
a slippery, silken forgettable day.”
.                                                    (Moniza Alvi)
You stiffen. Then you sigh. Nothing’s moving now,
not for the longest time. It is so quiet that I almost
hear your blood slow down and settle to a quiet humming.
The low, crazed buzzing of a bluebottle
reminds me of the old and rumbling iron beasts:
Those [...]

Once unseen, once lifted

Saturday, April 18th, 2009

(Collage by Suzi Dennis)
“And ungraspable multitudes swarm, come together
in the crinkles of tree bark, in the telescope’s eye,”
.                                                                             (Czeslaw Milosz)
What veil is lifted when we first see
love,
not as a gift – or worse: A prize
but as a play of light, catching or
caught
on the wings of a bird that has
no knowledge of ideas or
destiny.
Not even thought [...]

Calling to you

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

“while below, the foghorns bend to their work,
bringing home what is coming home,
blessing what goes.”
.                               (Jane Hirshfield)
I can remember that I read to you.
November, it was – in Prague, of course.
You were sitting in that chair
with the Communist upholstery,
that creaked each time you moved
to pick up a stitch (creaking like
the masts of [...]

In Cana

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

“We could never really say what it is like,
this hour of drinking wine together”
.                                                      (Sharon Olds)
You never knelt before me,
drying my feet with your hair
but then I never claimed
to be a Saviour.
The water that we drank
may have been wine
but how should we have noticed,
with our flesh and shadows
melted and [...]

What we can almost touch

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

There are no footsteps.
No one will come.
.                           (Kate Rhodes.)
Before, I was afraid
of everything that might
be hidden in the dark.
I always feared I’d stumble
upon truth: Something
the night would fail to hide -
a pattern that might half reveal
the distance measured between breaths,
between the birth and death of stars
as nothing – as the space
between two [...]

Another drowned Ophelia

Friday, April 3rd, 2009

“and anger is no more than some old clock
ringing to itself in ancient ruins”
.                                                (Selima Hill)
I did not set out to be saved
or kept inside the prison of your
arms, the stern appraisal of
your mind.
If I am guilty, I am so
because I dared to dream
that you would not hold up
such mirrors.
As it is – and as [...]



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