Archive for April, 2009

Worn patterns

Monday, April 20th, 2009

“and there is a swarm of objects that call without being answered, and a ceaseless movement, and a bewildered man.” .                                                                               (Pablo Neruda) Watching a hand trail the worn pattern of embroidered leaves on a threadbare sheet: A hand, softly trembling – its surface, cold and cratered like a careless moon, barely containing [...]

As it slowly awakens

Sunday, April 19th, 2009

“Give me in its parcel of hours a slippery, silken forgettable day.” .                                                    (Moniza Alvi) You stiffen. Then you sigh. Nothing’s moving now, not for the longest time. It is so quiet that I almost hear your blood slow down and settle to a quiet humming. The low, crazed buzzing of a bluebottle reminds me [...]

Once unseen, once lifted

Saturday, April 18th, 2009

(Collage by Suzi Dennis) “And ungraspable multitudes swarm, come together in the crinkles of tree bark, in the telescope’s eye,” .                                                                             (Czeslaw Milosz) What veil is lifted when we first see love, not as a gift – or worse: A prize but as a play of light, catching or caught on the wings of a [...]

Calling to you

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

“while below, the foghorns bend to their work, bringing home what is coming home, blessing what goes.” .                               (Jane Hirshfield) I can remember that I read to you. November, it was – in Prague, of course. You were sitting in that chair with the Communist upholstery, that creaked each time you moved [...]

In Cana

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

“We could never really say what it is like, this hour of drinking wine together” .                                                      (Sharon Olds) You never knelt before me, drying my feet with your hair but then I never claimed to be a Saviour. The water that we drank may have been wine but how [...]

What we can almost touch

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

There are no footsteps. No one will come. .                           (Kate Rhodes.) Before, I was afraid of everything that might be hidden in the dark. I always feared I’d stumble upon truth: Something the night would fail to hide – a pattern that might half reveal the distance measured between breaths, between the [...]

Another drowned Ophelia

Friday, April 3rd, 2009

“and anger is no more than some old clock ringing to itself in ancient ruins” .                                                (Selima Hill) I did not set out to be saved or kept inside the prison of your arms, the stern appraisal of your mind. If I am guilty, I am so because I dared to dream that you would [...]



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